Not being able to fit is not an urge, it is a burden. One might bring value in every single circle one exists. One might respect and stay within every single moral boundary forced upon one. One might lead a much normalized life, a successful one by every standard. However, one might still not fit, not connect, not exist.
I am not able to fit, my dear Mr. Namazi, not because I want to reject the existing boundaries. I am living within these boundaries, I am dreaming beyond them. I live my unrealistic, unattainable world in my dreams that is my escape from your logical world.